“Brain walking around” sums up my relationship with my body for most of my life, Sydney! I’m sorry to hear about your potential Grave’s disease and narcolepsy. That sounds really challenging. After I took the ACES test, I’ve sort of been waiting for the other shoe to drop or to find out what is the specific disease or illness that will crop up in my body as a result of consistently high stress levels in childhood. I used to think this was woo-woo bullshit (and some of it is) but realizing how childhood experiences can affect everything from my brain development, dna expression, metabolism, stress management, hormones, immune system….and on and on, is fascinating and terrifying. I’m sad you have been feeling shitty for so long and also happy that you are getting help now. I’m in the same boat.